VBS 2009

VBS this year at my church was different then all the previous years and meant so much more to everyone i believe. i met the best of friends and they are true friends. this one guy chris i met opened a new view for guys im looking for. hes someone who quickly meant so much more than all the other guys i know. Grace Harrison is also someone who is now one of my best friends. me grace and chris love florida and would love to and are planning to when we grow up to move to the gulf side of florida and live on the beach and have our friends grow up to be best friends. this past week with meeting all of my other new friends brought me closer to God and wanting to go to tennessee all the time. good thing my brother is going to college or i couldnt make up excuses to go. i cant wait till CYC and Lads to Leaders because for sure they will be there.... its the life. I wish there were as many christian people up here as there are down there. this week changed me for the better and i wouldnt have asked for anymore. So i cant wait to be with christian friends at church camp because there is nothing better than that feeling

Florida 2009

heyy! okay so where do i start to explain....? i had the best trip ever, my brother this year went with me and it was really nice because me and him got to spend time without mom and dad which really brought us closer and it was especially important because of him leaving for college this fall. we went to the beach like 8-10 times which was amazing. fishing at the pier was so much fun, and just being with the family i love was amazing. we are planning to go down to florida over christmas break as a whole family vacation and then only go to florida next summer for one week. me jeremiah and hopefully haley. talk about the best 2 weeks of my life with the people i love so much and my favorite place in the world!

I hate being sick!

well the last 3 days i have been home from school and it stinks! its nice to sleep in and stuff but making up all the work is horrible. i wish i could just get better already!!!!

just an update

It's been forever since i have been on here. so here for an update.

On march 2nd 2009 i was baptized, after growing up in the church and finding out who i wanted to be and was ready to follow Christ, he is my savor! I would like to thank everyone who supported me through this!

Not to long ago i began dating this boy, his name is Thomas, he is a great guy and is a good christain boy who will do anything to protect his family, friends and I.

For my birthday which is not till the 11th but my parents recently bought my plane tickets for my vacation trip to florida to visit my absolute favorite people... so now if summer would come faster everything would be PERFECT.

Lately my life has been so much better, i have decided to keep close to my true friends and let go of the fake ones, i dont care what people think of me anymore(wierd, annoying, obnoxious) ive learned to look over those and be myself.

Tell Me why.....

Why do i miss him so much?!?!?!? he was just a boy.... not to say my bestfriend, its times like now i wanna be able to text him and be like i need you! tell me your there... but hes not. he doesnt wanna talk or even look at me(for all i know) i miss him SOOOO much!!!!! i want u back in my life so bad theres nothing more in life that i want more than our friendship. yeah so we have our moments butt no my homecoming pal cant be missing! So a matter of a couple things all got us mad at you.... ty why u do this to us we all were a "group" bestfriends!!

ughh i miss him and i just cant stop remembering the times togetherr

i love you bud! =(

lost

hes gone, hes not there, he never was? was he? i cant believe this is happening! i neverrr did anything, she screwed it up for me and my (WAS) i thought best guy friend?!?!?!?!?!? pshhh joke. i have to get over it hes just a guy............ we went through everything and really did that first thing screw us up for ever?!?!?!?!?!? id like to know what i did.......... really i do.........

im lost more than ever. why is everything bad happening now??!?!?!? i never did anything wrong!

im gonna miss him.

Where are you?

I recently have been thinking.... things arent how i thought they were things were all good then BOOM nothings right. im taking pictures outside and think what can i do. i kneel to the ground and look up...... whos up there who would make things better.... not only god but i know hes watching... my pap*... i lost him in 1999 and every so often i think wow he was the only pap and i miss him and get upset. but i just realized that hes always watching me and hes so proud of all his grandchildren.... that year he died i was in kindergarden, it was hard on me but i had my bestfriend on my side who made everything okay he always knew that would make me happy and since then we drifted away. but the memories of my pap will never drift from me. he was my favorite the only one i knew........ i took that picture for him, thinking of him the whole time. my mom doesnt know why i did it, i havent yet told her, i have written poems about how he was the best and the cancer finally took him=[ ever since then i look at the picture of me and him and my grandma and im not the happy girl i use to be. idk why its hitting me now how much i miss him but he was the only one i had, hes my pappy. i love him

R.I.P. PAP<3

i dream of the day ill be in heaven with you